my life have been such a busy one. after school is nothing but work and trainings. So much so that we don't even have the time to spend time together. darn. i must spend time with my dearest on Monday. Bring her to buy new chinese new year clothings.

Life, People Change So Fast!

its only months back when we are best of friends, arranged to meet up earlier every cg meetings. And its but only a few months or maybe weeks?, every thing seems wrong. After being together = totally in your own world. tried to interact and but treated us back with hostile attitude. Is playing the guitar for cell group a obligation now or its really your passion? Cause you know what? i don't even think i know who you are anymore. ahya, its up to you la. you want to talk to me or us, you talk la if not, you just mind your own things while i mind mine. sorry fer been direct but yeah im pretty pissed.

1st Bedtime Story.

forword: i came home early from practice. Imma tired. physically and mentally. Anyways, i came home rushed to my laptop and write a bedtime story for my dearest.

The title of this story: Giantius's Quest to Coconut Plantation.

Long Long time ago, In the country of Roman. There live a strong, mighty and courageous soldier Giantius. His name was so feared throughout Roman. The soldier was happily married to the prettiest lady in the whole of Roman. He was one lucky bastard! One fine day, the King of Roman summons the presence of Giantius. The King heard of this native tribe called POS, its in the south of Roman and he yearns to learn about its arts and culture. Thus he sends Giantius and his men on a mission.

Before dawn, Giantius and a few of his comerades headed down south to the tribe POS. Looking at the map, it will take them 2 whole days of walking by foot and camels to reach tribe POS. After 2 tiring day, Giantius and team finally reached destination. They look really hideous and tired but its okie- not the main point. It was a land flowing with milk and Honey. OMG did i just said milk and honey?! okayokay milk and honey. The land was rich in minerals, fruits and natural plantations. Not tempered and toyed by the evil desires of men. Giantius and his men really enjoyed their stay at the tribe.

Birds flying and chirping loudly, dinosaurs roaming the land- bully the smaller creatures, and at night, the toads and froggies made really loud and terrible noises, the crickets making that zzzzzzeeeeee noise. Real irritating. They stayed in POS for a total of 1 month and they learned many things. BUT one thing that caught their attention was this coconut fruit. The taste of coconut caught Giantius attention. It one fruit that was never seen before in Roman and Giantius and team really love it. They were pratically addicted to it.

To be continue...

Okie, i will go and bath now. Sticky and Smelly, And my hair is still standing. =p

Dear friend

so long i didn't post anything. Seems that i revisited a very o' friend of mine...

On a bus 39 to joanna's house on Christmas eve, i saw this one man. Apparently i took his picture, but i think i accidentally deleted it. He has many spot, cyst, bubbly shaped growth all over his body. It looks disgusting. It looks hideous. I really wanted to post his picture, but where is it!!! On his head, there were 3 really really big cyst/tumor protruding out. It was really big. uhmm.. 3 times bigger than a marble ball. Something like that. There were 2 realy big one at the back of the head and one more at the side of the head, somewhere above his ear. I was compentionate for him yet at the same time digusting.

You know... long bus rides, people tends to fall asleep on the bus. And so he fell asleep. He was sitting in the inner seat. AND AND he place his head on the glass window. He rested his head on the windows. Nothing wrong with that but the point in contact to the window and his head was that big fat tumor. The weight of his head pressed against the tumor cause its cricular shape to become a prata-shaped tumor. ~~ disgusting.. OM(LORD). i got a picture of it.. but no where to be found. sad.



in class now. neuro-biology class nw. My neuro teacher might know this blog so cheeers. =)

Reason..

yesterday went broadway(coffeeshop) to have dinner with my dad. It was lousy. The discussion made the dinner unbearable. My dad talk-ed about my sister. And he made a comparison with my cousin. wtf. He concluded it with a sentence something like that, "see how audrey and amanda is doing so well in their studies? having good grades recognition in school!" nothing wrong with that but it is this sentence i'm going to tell you next that pissed me off, "they work in the morning and pay for their studies at night!"wtf! Since young he having been telling us that he will not compare us with anyone and what's more he is even suggesting us to work in the morning, earn ourselves some money and study in the night! That is where is coming from and where he is going to. wtf!

After dinner, i walked home quickly. can't be bothered with them. When i reached home my dad called me to his room. i said FINE! i kept my cool and reasoned with him! wth luh. i don't wanna write anymore fck it luh!

My Auntie.. and my emo heart.

All this while, i have been speaking ill-ly about my auntie, i dun feel sad or regret. She is like that! However, last week, my parents went over to bangkok for a holiday. As im still having school, im not able to follow. SO I"M STUCK WITH HER- My Auntie!!! I decided to be a men. I control myself. There was this one day when i was at home, she was doing house work. And she had an ashma attack. She was wizzing, She was panting. It was real loudly. BUT she still hold on to the handle of the vaccum cleaner tightly and quickly finish the house work. Instantly, my heart melted. At that moment i don't hate her! Instead, i want to help her. BUT i don't want to talk to her.

I thought of something creative, usually after vaccuming the she will wash the plates and rest. When she went into the floor to vacum, i quickly ran to the kitchen, took out the sponge, poured some soap on it and started washing the plates as quickly and undetected as possible. I don't know why but, it seemed that i enjoyed myself alot even just for that 5-10mins. =)

I ASKED JOANNA: DO YOU LOVE ME 3 TIMES

That earlier morning, while walking to school with joanna, i asked her do you love me 3 times. I wonder if she will deny me! the roster will crow. LOL anyway, the first time i asked her at the MRT junction, DO YOU LOVE ME? guess what was her reply, "HAhNA, HAhNA!" so lovely aye!

The second time i asked her "DO YOU LOVE ME?!", BEFORE READING ON GUESS WHAT WAS HER REPLY? She said "What?!" I wonder the "what" is "what you want?!" or "what luh, don't disturb me?!" at this point of time, i'm already feeling emo.

Finally, at the straight path to agora south (school) i asked her again, "DO YOU LOVE ME?!" SHE SMILED AT ME AND SAID, "ORH!!!" from this face =...=" become to this face =::::"( hmm... what can i say?!!